extreme love

alright alright alright, im not quite finished with the book yet, but i can already tell that its goanna end like one of those many books that i despise. i do love the way that both winston and julia take things into their own hands. not being afraid to take that leap of faith in their love for each other. there are a few things tat i would like to talk about though, like...whats with the rats?? it's been mentioned like twelve times!! it's not important at all!! i think it's a form of foreshadowing or symbolism...but i cant tell. i was starting to love o'brien more and more, until he seemed to good to be true. i believe that somethings up there but i guess i'll find out. it's like this book seems a little all over the place not in terms of plot, but in symbolism. my feelings toward different aspects of the book have been everywhere and i just prepare myself now to be ready to be unsure whenever i put the book down...it's like all the sudden i'm there, and i don't trust anybody! haha it's like an extreme personification tactic written by a genius to make you confused and sketched out. i know that i don't have much to say, but thats because i dont have a central thought on the whole thing yet...is it going to surprise me and turn out victorious...or is it going to dissapoint me and make me upset just like every other book in the world.