another let down

alright.........who said it was ok for all books to get really good towards the ending and then just end up being a giant let down?!?! i guess the rats actually had some significance finally, and now what...he just is a totally committed member just like that?!?! i don't even understand!! a little threatening a he just snaps, he should put on a skirt for not fighting back!! but then it all just ends up being a total mind game, he tried too resist for a while i guess but im just so darn upset about the way things turned out i might not ever read again!! and it was a total set up the whole time, and the guy who rented that room out for them should be punched in the face. i have a lot of pent up anger from all the books that are considered "good literature" that we read throughout our high school career. its almost all a let down, depressing, or weird! what happened to normal, what happened to good times and happy endings? maybe authors are just depressed unhappy people. happy people aren't authors because they're probably out having too much fun in their happy life! anyways...im bummed about the ending, but i guess in a way i should have expected it a little. so 1984, you and i are over.